I'm tired

Photo of one of my mom's flowers.

I'm getting tired of these repetitions & broken promises. It's like no matter how deep the conversation you have, those numerous heart to heart talks.. those words & emotions you put does not matter at all. They just won't sink in. They give you the same bullshit over & over again, hence the repetition. The promise of making things better, making some changes for the better. But, how come when I try to change it's not even being notice. It's tiring to voice out what's inside me all the time, repeating myself over & over again. Calm or mad, it doesn't matter because nothing goes in apparently. It's just stupid.. sometimes that's how I feel.

The fact that I'm there is being taken for granted.

I'm tired-_-.

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Sorry about the sad blog, I just need to let it out.